| someone drove into my car, left a HUGE dent and two large scratches. And then they drove away.
bitches. | comments: Leave a comment   |
| i'm pretty sure I have SAD.
well, yes the emotion, but also Seasonal Affective Disorder. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| So, I have to write seven facts about myself.
well.
1. I will be starting a new job January 2, 2008 teaching 9th grade Social Studies.
2. I am going to move back to New Paltz. (I know, crazy)
3. In 2008, I will be starting my graduate work in ____________________________.
4. I am very sad about leaving my students at Webutuck. It's as if I have 60 children.
5. A student of mine that has a difficult family life had a seizure in my classroom on Tuesday. His parents will not take him to the hospital to get examined. I cried.
6. I am disappointed that he's just not that into me. Sometimes I feel undesirable.
7. I am really happy that my mom is getting better.
Now, I guess I have to pick 7 people? I don't really know seven people on livejournal, but I will try.
anthony
dana
jamie
mark
heidi
alex | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | today admitted to the hospital. health proxies. infection. let's talk about "if". | | comments: Leave a comment |
| i feel whelmed over.
my momma needs to get better, yesterday. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Hello,
I need ONE extra graduation ticket. Very Desperate. It's for my grandmother.
I am willing to pay some serious $$$$$$$$$ for a ticket.
Please Please Please
Thanks
a | | comments: Leave a comment |
| so, graduation is soon.
very excited. three very high big possibility interviews.
this picture of NRHH is hilarious. find my face.  | | comments: Leave a comment |
| i need to graduate
i may regret saying that.
but i cannot stand this place anymore. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| today i went to my student teaching orientation. all student teachers get assigned a supervisor. typically supervisors are retired teachers that observed student teachers several times. So, I walk into orientation, and there's Mrs. Aronstein. It gets even better, she's my supervisor. this is fantastic.
this is the teacher that influenced me to become a teacher. she's a wonderful lady. i'm so lucky!!!!! and Mr. Fox was there.
we chatted about FDR a bit. oh goodness.
Mrs. Aronstein!!!!!!!!!! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| today i bought a new lunchbox.
its black and gray. and insulated. and its outline in this jazzy magenta color.
the outline adds some sass.
i'll put my simpsons one with the cool thermos on the shelf, so that I can look up to it to remember younger days.
i'm putting this whole student-teaching in perspective:
its like i'm on the top of a slide and i'm about to go down. there are people waiting to get on the slide behind me, so i cannot go back. i just need to brace myself and slide. and understand that i might be scared, but the ride is going to be worth it.
<3 | | comments: Leave a comment |
| so, i'm trying to write lesson plans, but i have not a clue where to start.
lost isn't even the right word.
help. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | i'm digging and digging trying to find a sliver of happiness...and i remain bitter and somber. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| i cannot take back the many mistakes i've made, but i can move on, and from them become a better, stronger person. i can apologize and state regret all day long, but living in honesty helps me self-preserve and adds light to my darkest nights. and by no means does it negate my mistakes, but affirms their existence and helps me pick up the pieces and create a new masterpiece. And every day that i accept my successes and faults i become closer to my true self.
If you could just see
the depth of my soul
the width of my thought
the stretch of my love
for the uncertainty
that is you.
your eyes grab me
holding a deep secret
that only the devil dreams of knowing
except
for
me.
I sit here trying to pry
open your soul
with my slight words of coy flirtation.
sometimes speaking to you is a deep puzzle
i move the words to fit into your groves
and will it ever fit?
rearrange my thoughts piece by piece for
the chance to match yours
for that single place in time
when we are one piece moving towards a big picture
the big picture is of my blinded devotion to you
to you and your causes
your cause must be yourself
and the daily battles waged between your
heart and mind
that only push you farther and farther and farther
away from me.
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Sentence by Sentence
Word by Word
Letter by Letter.
Deconstruct my mixed heart messages
And my heart beats slower
And my brain moves faster to try to understand your loud silence
Your silence only SCREAMS to me
Of the missing reciprocation of a lost love
A moment in time that passes
everyday
as i try to relive these moments
i speak to revive these moments
Letter by Letter
Word by Word
Sentence by Sentence
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nobody reads this anyway. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
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